moving on in a way

Well on the up side I have lost 5 lbs and Ive walked 8 miles in a week. The downside is there is still continual drama with my ex. I just don't think I can just be his friend, but I also can't seem to just walk away. I do have to hand it to him, he has endured a lot of drama from me. So as of right this minute I think he hates me...but I don't know. I have finally hit acceptance though. I finally accept he doesn't want me and that is definitely a good sign that I am slowly moving forward. I was trying for so long to put a reason for why he doesn't want me. He says he just wants to be alone, and I know its that he has someone else already. Both reasons don't matter and no matter what I say to him he won't just change his mind and want me again. I am hoping that someone how all of this is going to help me just move on from loving him. Idk how but I feel a tiny bit stronger today then I did yesterday. It's a start.